Friday, September 30, 2011

2nd day at hospital

smlm start jejak hospital prabhakar kore utk praktikal
smlam Mrs preeti bawak kitorg pegi physiotherapy department, radiology department and CSSD (centre of sterilization department)
menarek nye sebab ade sejarah dengan physiotherapy and sempat jugak ty madam kalau nk sambung buat fisio kat cni boleh x
and gembiralah hati bile madam kate boleh n it is free
cume fikir, bile lah masenye ak nk berfisio2 kat cni
sangat penat smlm plus aftr lunch kitorg kene pegi nursing college utk diajar mcm mane nak buat mouth washing kat patient, bed bath, injection, ambik blood pressure bla3
and today the whole day kat spital
start at about 830 pagi and kitorg dibahagikan 4 group
my group kene pegi ke male ward where we have to show the positions yg dah di ajar
mknenye utk sakit mcm ni kene baring kan patient mcm mane, kalau mcm ni macam mane bla3
smpai pukol 10
lepas kua dr ward tu doktor vikram cakap patient yg kitorg jadi kan model tu mrh sebab kitorg gelak
padahal kitorg bukan gelakkan die kiotrg gelakkan diri sendiri
haiiilaaaa ok serious lah lepas ni -.-
lepas tu pukol 11 kene ikot proff milka pulak pegi female surgery ward utk tunjuk demo mcm mane nk amik temperature, respiration rate dengan pulse
ruzek jadi volunteer nk tunjuk
then kitorg pegi ke patient len utk tgk wound dressing
mase tu x nak fikir pasal takot
so konon trus pegi paling dekat skali dengan patient utk tgk dr rahul buat
patient penghidap diabetis dan jari telunjuk kaki da x de dan kat c2 la kene cuci
ok mule die bukak balutan lame
ok ganas gile sebb perlu cepat kalau x lagi sakit
mule denga jeritan2 pesakit
aku masih bertahan sampai la balutan terakhir dibuka
ok xde jari
ok doktor tu pegi renggang2 kan luke
tangn mule sejuk
slow i step backward
luckily x langgar safwan dengan zharif yg btol dibelakang ak
sempat pegang bahu wani n i hugged her from back
ak nak duduk
i need to sit, aku cakap kat wani
at that moment sebenanye aku da x denga ape yg aku cakap
so i keep on repeating those statements
n wani pon blur nk buat ape
mase tu dalam hati dok ulang2 cakap, bertahan2 jgn pengsan
segala istighfar bace taktahu btol ke tidak sebut nye
then ak lepas kan wani n ak nmpk proff milka tarik tgn ak n hugged ak
i felt safe
dont be scared dont be scared everything`s ok, she said
n peduli ape ak nak pengsan da ni n i really cant feel my feet`s on the ground
naseb baik prof milka tgh peluk kalau x mmg da cium lantai da
die papah ak pegi tempat register patient tu n duduk kan ak bawah kipas n ask me what i want
tbe2 dtg sorg im not sure who but org keje spital la obviously cakap dengn prof somthing n she left me there
rupenye sorg lagi pengsan..ruzek, lol
naseb baik ak sempat smpai kat bilik tu kalau x msti ak dah jatuh depan org ramai
ok mcm tu rasenye pengsan
tbe2 tgn sejuk n rase nk muntah tp badan berpeluh2
prof dtg peluk balik n ak mntak sweets
balik dr kolej trus masuk bilik tdo x mkn
bgun pukol 4 suke hati x g kelas petang 2 n prot da mncakar2 lapa
naseb baik harisah tapaw kan lunch dan makan dengan byk nye..baru teringat las aku makan pukol 730 pg td
that`s the story of the 1st experience seeing the patient
and tell me im not in the wrong path
tell me i can overcome it
tell me one day i can make jokes with others bout it
ak betul2 down
esok exam lagi
kbai

10 comments:

Aqeelah said...

you can do ot honey.believe in allah believe in yourself

miza said...

I wish u were here.u must b d 0ne who hugged me tightly

b.r.u.t.a.l.s.o.l.o said...

tentu ramai orang sakit dari sihat kat hospital tu awak

faiezz zariyat said...

awk bolh buat miza..
put ur trust in Allah...
n believe in urself~
luv u...rindu~~

jalila mustapa said...

akak caiyok...jgn putus asa...biasalah mula2 lagi... kitorg doakan akak tabah menghadapi segala2 nya....amin....doakan kitorg kat sini..kitorg dah nak a2.....

miza said...

aten..huhu hope so..insha Allah bole one day

hey jlooo!hehe jazakillah!ok gudluck exam ok..kitorg doa dr cni :)

fariza hani said...

boleh..InsyaAllah..aku pon rasa macam tu gak..bnyk kali..aku ni pon sbnrnya xlah kental sangat..ni type benda ni pon nak nangis dah ni lepas baca blog ko..trust me,you are not the only who felt like this..mmg la kalau tgk bdk lain perghh semua ke depan je xtakut langsung.tp mcm kita,kau ngan aku ni..lain sikit..sbnrnya takut..pikir bnyk kali betul ke tak ni..tapi kita dah kat sini kan?kita teruskan je lah.InsyaAllah,boleh..kita blaja dulu lepas ni..terkejut sbb kita tak pernah pikir mcm gitu dahsyatnya apa yg doctor buat..kita igt patient masuk..ckp hai..nah panadol..hehe..InsyaAllah boleh..terkejut je tu..InsyaAllah cerita ko ni,ko akan bgtau kat org lain lak..yg its okay to be scared at the beginning..sbb nnt lama2 akan okay..betulkan niat tu..aku ada,kalau ko sedih..aku ada,kalau ko rasa xde tempat nak pergi,this place is so unfamiliar..you know where to find me :) ni semua ujian Allah..org lain semua mula dgn senang..tapi kita,we learn in the hardest way..it's gonna be okay..

nani syafiqah said...

mek syg
ptama kali tu
2nd time nnti pasti dah biasa
u can be a good doctor
dont worry
<3 dr msia

miza said...

:')
jazakumullah semua..touching pulokkk ;p

Anonymous said...

be strong k~~~1st step is always the hardest...