say no word..

this week, i can describe it as a bad week..very bad kuase 53 laa senang ckp..
sbb telah menyebabkan jiwe rage emosi fzkal dan ketahanan rohani terganggu
ak sendri tataw ape yg jd sbenanye..
i did asked myself..what happen to me actually?? i recalled back what had happened to me the past 3 weeks..it was a new year..and i shud have extremely high spirit and resolution to make my 2010 even better..
i do hav resolutions
that`s why i kept thinking what is going on wiv me..
was that bcoz of the 'telekung' matter..yes i admit that particular matter indeed effecting me..
i`ve cried..yes i got tensed just bcoz of that matter..
or mayb bcoz i tried to tackle my parents attention
but unfortunately they did not realised that
dlu kat smap pon paling tahan aku kat c2, 2 weeks..
either i went home, or my parents came
but here, of coz i cant go back..transport matter do not allow me to do so
and plus3...my parents did not came visiting me..
they are busy..hmm~
or mayb bcoz of the new schedule
didnt i adapted to it?
i think so..
bangun awal g klas, and the class pon abes lmbat..
buatkan mlm tu x dpt nk revise scare qualiti
ye sume org mcm tu..tp nape sume org bleh adapt????
i really dont know why..
honestly, i need some refreshment
i need a break
plis
i dont want to be here
anymore
.........

*spt mau nanges lgi tym type this entry*

say no word
coz im really fragile right now

demi masa sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian
aku la yg rugi tu..huhu

semakin perempuan

yea!

exam is over..

haha kecow..midsem je pon~

faliq dapat result exam yg sgt excellent

jeles x?

ye aku sgt teramat jeles!

faliq, doakan ak pandai mcm kau..huhuhu

ok da...tamo ckap pasal study

kindda borink

tjuk di atas dipilih berdasarkan pemerhatian ak sejak beberapa minggu ni

bkn observation kat lab chem yg slalu wat ak kompius adekah ak rabun warna sbb tataw nk beza kan mane satu light pink dengan pink

haha..menyimpang~

senanye pemerhatian ttg diri sendiri

ak rase

ak da mcm jd semakin perempuan

hahaha

bukti semakin jelas bila skrg ak jd semakin

sensitip

ske bile tgk bag2 yg gile cntik + cute

suke pkai + beli blouse bebanding tshrt (ak x ingat ok kali terakhe ak bli tshrt, tp kalo blouse ak ingat, 2 mggu yg lepas)

bimbang dengan keguguran DNA..haha xpayah paham~

penakot

semakin menggilai pink

cpt gelabah

emosi berbolak balik sentiasa

haha

byk lagi tp malang x ingat skang

so consider itu sahaja

bila ingat balik dlu ak pnh ckp ngn kwan ak " kalo ko nmpk ak kat bandar or mane2 pkai bj kurung atau blouse, mkne nye msti ak tgh x btol"

haha

sbb dlu ak sgt ske pkai tshrt, jeans ngn sneakers..tah skrg knape spt kne badi akibat kata2 itu..hak3

dlu gak ak pnah ckp kt mimi, my besbuddy nape die ske pkai cncin or some accessories kt tgn, x rimas ke? and skang ak pulak ske..lala~

dlu ak pnh terpk nape pmpn ske bwk beg tgn..x pnt ke?? haha skang..~

cume skrg ak maseh lagi belom ske dgn heels...haha perlu utk gne ayat dengan btol skarang..BELOM..mungkinkah oestrogen dan progestronku semakin aktif??? hahahahahaha

=)

mismiza --> sile jgn berlagak..itu tulah name nye..hak3

mak, kite nak pulang..huhu :`(

terlajak jerit buwok padahnya

ok.i swear it was an unpredictable respond. this afternoon, during my class gap, we just melepak melepaskan lelah dan mengah ke hulu ke hilir dr kelas..ye la skang kol 8 kan..hehe poyor lak..at that tym, my osmet asked me bout physics..something bout spring i gues..huh watever la..so i tried laa to solve that particular question..and...OMG..i dont noe how to convey this very3 shameful story...
ok..at that tym... i was soooo khusyuk solving that problem, suddenly a very respected person came to my house..i SWEAR I DIDNT HEAR ANY KETUK2 ON THE PINTU..so i thought she was my neighbour aka my fren la..she delivered a massage which was, our house will be visited by tah sape tah..oh biase laa umh kami sgt ramai yg berminat utk melawat sejak dr 070709 lagi..i really not understand why..so it was just lyk involuntary action when i on the spot screaming and said 'MATILAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

after that, i just realised that the person at the door of my apartment was not my fren..AT ALL..seriously..dan terus jdi mute that tym..OMG3!!! malu nk mmpos..thank God that person dont noe who am i..as i was in the room..hwa!! ampun3...beta x tau itu bkn kwan beta..heeeee....

so what im trying to say is..whenever it is, plis dont scream..hahaha..and carry on with the drama queen character..living in such a beautiful apartment..with no ampai2 baju at the balkoni accept on weekend..haha..drama king..u know =)

bye.nk bgayot..lala~

keexhaustedan melanda

pnt.tu je main point nye.
stp hari klas kol 8.
blik pling2 awal kol 4.
pling2 lewat kol 640.
terhegeh2 baru nk g solat asar.
mlm tdo lambat juge.
huh.
sape soh.
pdn muke.
blaja semakin tunggang langgang.
tgkok dan bahu smakin sakit.
pwot juge x ketinggalan.
otak juge diganggu anasir2 yg x perlu.
kaki semakin malas mau mencemar duli ke stafroom.
g library slalu mengantok.
mengape.
ape dose ak.
bace bio slalu blur.
smpai mis tgo ty soklan budus.
blaja fzk mcm konfiden.
tp jwb soklan mcm sengal.
math juge.chem apetah lagi.
mggu dpn exam.
cne????
mami nk pulang!
jumpe aca.
nk mwah3 die.
watever.
pointnye adelah
penat.
.end.

aktiviti ahad ^_^

i just came home from an islamic programme named ISK at nilai impian..
enjoy that programme..i was amazed with `sisters`..seriously..they are not the typical lady..just graduated from Oakland,NZ but..i dont noe laa nk btaw mcm mane..b4 ni, ak diporpagandakan dgn..org yg blja oversea ni bongkak2..sombong2..idong tunjuk langit jer..hak3.siyes..mcm cite tanggang tu..lepas balik `oversea` tu x knl mak dah..bile plak tanggang g oversea ni miza


sister2 tu pkai tdung besa..cantik berseri2 je muke die...ske senyum..ske cite2 dgn die..yg ak sempat knl, kak ain, kak aini (die da kawen ok..buat ak rase nk kawen jugak..hahaha), kak ain abas, kak sal, kak im..ee ramai la!! wat kan ak rase nk jd student oversea yg mcm tu!! humble mengalahkan mereka yg tamat djh 6 sahaja!! siyes die bkn mcm pure base sgt :P


after balik tu..rehat2 bla3..belle tersengih2 soh ak wat kek batik..erk!! menguji kehandalan..hak3..ak kan baik...hak3..si bongsu ni pon ikot laa kate2 kakak2 nye yg x pnh mkn kek batik..ksian giler..so mlm kan kitorg akan mkn..tgh tggu die keras!! hehee

iron chef!!!haha

p/s bila saya nk pkai tudung besar plak?? :)

mismiza

budak2

eh x..kalo masok 2010 ni, ak akn jadi bdk 19tahun..eh ape plak budak..si mude remaje 19tahun...hahaha bongok gler ayat ko miza..sbb tu laa ptg td ak men futsal utk kali ke 2 dlm idop..eh mmg sakit kne bola..sumpah ak x tipu..ni laa mnunjukkan ade sdikit peningkatan pade usia 19 taun..tp..lepas kna alau same itu manusia berseluar pendek dan bersuara garau! huh! menci tau..sian ak x dpt berfungsi dgn begitu baik memelihara gol yg tomeyl tu sehingga bolos smpai 3 bola..hahahaha..mereka2 punye pasal jd pom2 boi x diundang..eh da melalot..lepas kne alau tu, kami berlegar2 ke padang pula..dush~ bosan nye dok ktt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! court-padang..padang-court..hmm..so kitorg pon men zaman kanak2 punyer permainan..b4 ni men baling2 slipa..hahahaha teringat dlu men ngn jaja n syami dpan umah..hak3..comel nye kami ktika itu..lak ttbe2~ tp ptg td kami men...eh ape namenye tu ek..kepekaan terhadap nmbo sndri kot..hahaha lebeh kurang laa tu permainan nye..pas2 men guling2 kat atas padang..n las skali men CAPKALICAPCAPCAPCAP...hahahahaha..bes3!!!! inila rasie awet mude kami..hahahahaha =p

rase bru lepas kne keja anjing liar 11 ekor

terima kasih
dan
minta maaf
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