Saturday, February 12, 2011

it happened again

saye bkn lah org yg berpegang kepada bnde khurafat..tp x byk pon sikit, make me think twice..y it happened again? yesterday should be our day..eh ok baik crite dr awal nnti ayat mcm keling.since yesterday, bdn ni jd suam2 kuku..demam x, sehat pon x..kepala x payah ckp laa rase mcm nk baling je..tekak rase mcm ade pisau tajam semacam..sbb kan uitm x de kelas dr kamis lagi, die ckp nk dtg cni..emmm saje kate nye nk buang mase..nk bwk pizza hut..hee..rase mcm abg mlawat adek, dtg bwk makanan...saye tau laa kolej saye terpencil..haha..decision utk dtg tu da dibuat lame, b4 saye diserang fever lagi..alang2 da demam, die pon offer utk bwk bberape brg yg berkaitan demam..x pelu dinyatakan sbb rs mcm dependent..hek3..after solat jumaat around 3, he texted me, die nk btolak..so i felt like turning myself to a mum, give lots of pesanan, e.g bc doa, jgn lebeh 100 n bla3..oh die dtg nek moto..ok mmg keje gile sbb tu tamo kasik tp mmg org ta bleh nk kacau decision die..ok then, i started to clean up my apartment since we have kind of party that nite...sgt mlekit..plus, utk menyihatkan diri supaya sweating..it was 520 i guess..i ask my rumet, the birthday girl (oh hepi bedey my dear)..nad lame btl die ni x smpai2..and she laughed..miza x saba kate nye..padahal tym tu da rase x sedap ati sbenanye..around 530, i received a msg from him.."kite eksden"..hoho..ok hr ni bkan april fool kan nad..hr ni cume bedey ak je..die kate..and saye trus call die..denga suare pon mcm blur..mase saye tepon tu, die baru ty nurse tu die kat mane..hospital tunku ampuan rahimah, klang..grrr..mcm mane nak pegi ctu..n mase tu baru tau, ni bkn main2..kepala otak ligat pk mcm mane nk wat ni...start mntak nmbo kete sewa..tgk muke saye yg mcm gabra tu mnyebabkan kwn2 tertau da saye knape..i called pakcik ape tah utk deal kete sewa...then i got one..waja,rm140..watever, i dont care..tp tataw nape ati ni tergerak nak call miss fateha..2 kali saye call, die x angkat..n then i texted her, "miss :'(" then few minutes later, she called me..ckp die dlm meeting td, knape...i told her the truth..ok then she gave me the key..Ya Allah, sgt laa mmbntu..then nad n i started the journey around 615..i asked akk to give the direction since die pnh practical kat c2..alhammdulillah Allah permudahkan perjalanan..spnjg pjalanan, nad tlg msg ngn am..n die asek ty soklan yg same je..padahal saye da jwb soklan tu td..die bkn resend..tp mmg taip smule..waktu dlm ati pk mcm2..die ni da jd short memories ke?x ingat lepas 3 mnt?nauzubillah..nad asek pesan je, jgn expect tggi bile jmpe nnti..takot frust..takot die emo n x leh layan kau sgt..n mntak jauh kalau die x ingat kau..huhu..tatau nk respon ape..just buat2 gelak..n nk kate x sesat mcm gile tpu..tp alhamdulillah laa smpai around 730..cr wad kecemasan..n saye ternmpk someone yg mcm die pkai bj coklat..teragak2 sbenanye die ke x sbb x pnh nmpk pon die pkai bj coklat tu..then we asked the jaga..ruang pemerhatian wad kecemasn bkn kat cni kate nye..then kitorg pon pegi laa..ok jmpe, alhmdulillah again..mase otw ke wad tu, kitorg prasan rmai mate2 yg tgk..smpai t`pk, eh ak pkai bj terbalik ke ni..apsal sume tgk..sbb bkn saye je prasan, nad pon ckp..rmai tgk n bisik2..ggrr wat ever..then pegi jmpe guard yg kawal wad tu, ckp nk masuk..n die kate boleh tp sorg je n mesti waris..er ak mmg laa bkn waris..ok cr ayat nk klentong..saye pon ckp, parents die otw, die pesan brg2 ni soh sy anta..then she allowed me..adoi leceh tol..n saye pon nmpk die..kesian nye..bbr da bengkak..muke mcm kene sagat kat dagu..tgn byk sgt luke..sbnanye nk ternanges, hehe tp control suda..bual2 kejap, die kate sedare2 die ade kat luar...oh ptt laa ramai tgk saye td..sbb diorg mmg knl muke saye..emm ptt laa..then saye klua utk solat mgrb, plus sian nad tggu sorg2 kat lua..otw ke surau, saye btembung ngn parents die n adek nye..adoi knape kene jmpe kat cni pulak..n mak die ty saye, am nk pegi mane sbenanye nek moto ni..n i became speechless..kalau saye ckp die otw ke kolej saye mcm mane?ape mak die nk wat kat saye?so i just keep silent, ckp nk g solat..after solat, rase nk trus je balik, sbb rase besalah ngn mak die..tp nad kate, pegi jmpe kejap, utk ckp nk ballik..ok pegi balik, slisih lagi ngn mak ayah nye..mak nye ok plak..die yg tlg ckp kan ngn guard tu..masuk jap ckp nak balik..rupenye am x ingat yg die nk g jmpe saye hr tu..so saye kat ctu menjadilah sorg story teller, crite kan smue aktviti2 die sejak smalam..then we make a move utk balik kolej..b4 tu, mak die pggil..we talked..lots things..mak die pon ckp, die called smpai 3x btau die xcident..nmpk sgt x sedar..mak nye ckp, polis btau die tlanggar besi kat jln..tatau besi ape..kat persimpangan seafiled..emm rase mcm da dekat da tu ngn simpang nilai..mak die tau pkol 345..ptt laa mak die boleh smpai awal dr mua n slisih ngn saye...then she took my number..ntah tatau utk ape..nk saman kot?hehe..so balik laa ke ktt..ok ni mmg survival gle...sesat smpai da nk ke sunway..tp sbb tawakal kot, senang je jmpe u turn..drpada ptut nye 1 jam setengah journey, jd 3 jam..mcm balik mua..da laa demam ni..haih..thankk god saye da balik..thanks to nad to keep me accompanied..

berbalik kepada tajuk, dlu pnh jugak org yg saye knl, xcident moto..n knape jadi balik?


p/s dear you, really sorry..get well soon
n saye baru prasan saye x mkn ape2 dr pagi kecuali triffle wani,dadih wa, n kentang mcd nad..

mismiza

3 comments:

mary said...

omg. i'm sorry to hear that. teruk sgt ke?? takutnye. doa byk2 for him. be strong.

syem said...

jgn sesekali pk cmtu..bdose..igtla,sume 2 cbaan utk awk bdue..hkmahnye ksih syg korg mkin btmbah..bru nmpk sgale caring awk kt die..insyaAllah hbungan korg pn akn ag kkuh..sbarla..sy agk trsntuh bile nmpk mcmne awk caring trhdp smone yg awk syg..truskn itu..n gtau kt die sy ckp jgn smpai khilngan awk atau die akn mnysal cam sy..=)

miza said...

hee maceh mary :D