tears :'(

thanks, you

mismiza

keep believing

mak pesan, Tuhan x zalim..nk dapat yang terbaik mmg payah


"ya Allah permudahkan perjalanan kami..jgn kau hukum dan uji kami dengan ujian yang x mampu kami hadapi..kurniakan kami hikmah atas semua ketentuan-Mu..redha kan hati2 kami"

:'(

mismiza

bila nescafe jd besfren

salam..bila nescafe jadi besfren is just true during exam week.like this week.the most horrible week.im giving up.seriously. eh x bole, mu`min yg nk UA x leh give up..ala xpe la trial x sumbang utk UA kot.. :S


i just cant make it..even one question..knape ni? oo b4 tu, knape kne blaja satistics ni? saye x de nk jadi pakar stat la.tau x saye x reti nk wat wpun satu soalan probability tu..sekejap tosing dice laa coin laa..pastu nnti sekejap nk pegi kelas, pastu nk pegi kelas dengan kawan, pastu occasion lain x nak pegi kelas pulak..eh STOP IT la!


ati sgt fragile ni..really pase lost gile..bile2 bole banjir..nk balik skrg..nk balik smpai bile2 x nak balik ktt da..chem dengan mass spectrometry + NMR yg ape tah xtau ape2 n dengan p5 yg kne wat xperimen atas ketas je dengan nk mcm2 syart2..eeee~


dlu tym AS tym pre da bole laa handle utk mechanics..tp ni tym pre a2 x reti lagi nk wat stat..dlu yg red pon result mcm ape..ni yg x reti wat ni nnt dpt result mcm mane pulak..nnti pegi anta org fly je :'(


td bace tafsir, tbe2 t`bukak ayat 2:186


"dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kpdmu ttg Ku, maka sesungguhnya Aku dekat. Aku kabulkan permohonan orang yg berdoa apabila dia berdoa kepada Ku. Hendaklah mereka itu memenuhi perintah-Ku dan beriman kepada-Ku, agar mereka memperoleh kebenaran"



ok bye, nk g dating dengan Allah..mengadu kat Dia lagi best.


p/s smalam kawan kite tanye, kalau ade org yg kau kenal biase2 je or x kenal meminang kau after a2 kau trime? meh ak jawab skang.ak trime.haha *gile, frust dengan study ^^*


mismiza

world

earthquake in myanmar

earthquake in christchurch, nz

tsunami in japan

war in libya

masalah di malaysia, negara islam, konon











can we just live in peace? refresh back the purpose of our live..abid and khalifah (refer 2:30 and 51:56)



"dan aku tinggalkan kau dengan 2 benda..barangsiapa yg mengikutinya , tidaklah akan sesat. ia adalah alquran dan assunah"


plis :'(



mismiza

be satisfied

dear u..choosing me as ur penumpah masalah sgt lah dihargai..means, thanks 4 believing me.but honestly i really dont understand y u keep blaming the situation bcoz u`re still not in relationship? did u not how hard is it to handle a relationship? can u just be thankful for whatever u had or be given to u? didnt u realised u hav such a good family? hey ak pon x penah nk pegi holiday ke oversea stiap sem mcm kau tau..ak x pnh dpt somthing sesenang kau tau..ak blom lagi berjaya utk wujudkan satu bisness mcm yg kau da buat tau..bole x nmpk ability lain yg ade pade kau? kau x habes2 ckp yg kau blaja2 tp x pndai2, kau x de awek..omg ape ni..pemikiran ape yg kau pakai? knape sempit sgt ni? n yg paling x bleh ak trime is, knape kau mcm blame Dia? tolong laa jgn nk terpesong..nape persoalkan, kau solat same byk ngn kawan kau tp knape die pndai n die ade awek..eh tau x bile ade awek tu bleh jadi kau buat dosa?mmg laa kau solat byk tp kualitinya? wallahualam ak mmg bkn orgnye utk judge hubungan kau dengan Dia tp tolonglaa reflect diri balik..n thanks jugak laa kau stil bole denga ckp ak utk pegi wat solat sunat mlm td..ak harap kau wat tu, kau dpt somthing..jgn give up utk bnde2 kecik bole x..kite kan org islam, kita byk lagi bnde nk kne wat utk bangkitkan balik kegemilangan islam, instead of kau meratap2 yg kau x sebahagia org yg in realtionship, atau yg pndai..ak pon pnh failed ok, ak penah reseat paper, ak pnah break up, and ak pon not in relationship now..ape beza kite skang? x de pon..x payah laa nk sedeh giv up mcm Allah x bg kau oxygen da..x semua yg kita nak kita dapat..Dia maha tahu mane yg perlu, mana yg x perlu..sedeh laa bile org hebat mcm kau ade pmikiran mcm ni..huhu


dear u, be thankful that you dont have everything u desire. if u did, what else would there be to look forward? be thankful for the difficult times even if u dont understand why. it`s during those times that u grow. be thankful for ur limitations because they give u opportunities for improvement. be thankful for ur mistakes for they will teach u invaluably deep lessons. find a way to be thankful for ur troubles, they simply become ur blessings, no matter how painful. be grateful to Allah SWT for giving us the gift of life and all that it brings. plis??give more, ask less..


and im sorry if i contributed to that kind of feeling, loser bile xde psgn..huh..ak tau ayat kau double meaning semalam



mismiza

resentful

nk balik umah laa weh~

p/s x penah rase marah smpai mcm ni ngn die..ggrrr!!!!!!

keexhaustedan melanda

pnt.tu je main point nye.
stp hari klas kol 8.
blik pling2 awal kol 4.
pling2 lewat kol 640.
terhegeh2 baru nk g solat asar.
mlm tdo lambat juge.
huh.
sape soh.
pdn muke.
blaja semakin tunggang langgang.
tgkok dan bahu smakin sakit.
pwot juge x ketinggalan.
otak juge diganggu anasir2 yg x perlu.
kaki semakin malas mau mencemar duli ke stafroom.
g library slalu mengantok.
mengape.
ape dose ak.
bace bio slalu blur.
smpai mis tgo ty soklan budus.
blaja fzk mcm konfiden.
tp jwb soklan mcm sengal.
math juge.chem apetah lagi.
mggu dpn exam.
cne????
mami nk pulang!
jumpe aca.
nk mwah3 die.
watever.
pointnye adelah
penat.
.end.

shameful Denmark

i opened my email
yup
finally since ages
tah bile last bukak tah
n i received an email from my luvly neighbour
OMG
what a surprise to read and watched those pictures
sad..angry..and speechles
sumpah cruel giler
huhuh
the top pict is not caused by climate of nature
it unfortunately caused by the uncivilised human






they dont die instantly..but they were cut 1,2, or 3 times with thick hooks.and that tym d dolphin produce scream, just lyk a newborn child


mmg bodoh + bangang

take care of our world..it`s our home indeed..x lame da..caye lah..huhu


p/s today is 27th dec..sbulan berada di tman bunga..



mismiza

can mummy buy me some pisang??

mau nanes.mummy tolong saye.im indeed in pain.nape mesti usus ni menghukum aku dengan berkeadaan mcm ni.x cukup lagi ke segala mcm bnde masok dlm ko, yg sedap, lazat, menyelerakan, dan x kurang juge yang menyihatkan.haha.menyihatkan giler.mkan melilea x de effect.nape3.makan epal berbondong2 juge x de effect.eeee..nak soh mkn ape lagi nih.benci3..pisang2!!! aku mengidam makan pisang. ak nak tanam pokok pisang dlm apartmen ni.bia usus aku jadi blank nak meragam lagi. eh sumpah ak geram. dush!~




semalam ak bace kosmo. dlm tuh ade tunjuk fashion mak iti yg nyanyi lagu " pandang2!" mcm bergaung tuh..hehehe.die kate (lebeh kurang cmni la), " siti x la terlalu memilih dalam bergaya. kalau dlm keadaan biasa, siti masih lagi memakai jeans levis sepertimana wanita2 biasa."
weh!! die menghina ak ke ha?? ak x pnh pon ade jeans levis weh..stakat ladylike yg 39 hingget tu jer ak pkai. ak lagi rendah dr wanita biase r?? eiii..menci ah mak iti!






mismiza

pointing nobody

honesty is the best policy
i think i learned that since i was in primary school
but am i really understand that particular idiom??


but this entry actually about my feel rgrding to something
well
i know nobody is perfect
that is the sentence came out when somebody was doing mistakes to ourselves
but could that allowing us to make mistakes??
i mean, just bcoz we are not perfect, so is it ok to make wrong to others??

let me make it clear..kite zoom innn~haha x pasal
direct, nape kne bocorkan rahsie org???
do u know the meaning of AMANAH??
i dont think there is even one reason to bocorkan that rasie
honey, people tell u some stories bcoz of trust..
so y not u just appreciate that, by keeping that secret safely??

that is one case

another case is,
u explore urself about someone
and u tell others bout that story..
which actually u`r are NOT QUALIFIED to know
hey!! this is not fair at all
u did 2 mistakes
1st, u explore someone`s privacy
2nd, u btaw org len


i think, u will not trigger my anger laa IF
u`re exploring my staff n privacy
coz positively i think u might wanna know bout me
coz mayb u care for me
but y must u tell others??
hey lu bikin waa panas laa
eee tau x X BAIK???
itu AIB??

nvm..i forgive u..mungkin x sengajer~

and now..u tell me bout other`s story
which actually..a secret that u must keep
i hate that
so dont tell me
coz i can tell others too
bout those secets of urs

it just i dont want

~_~"

meragam

i WISH i didnt know you
ahh..smpai ati dowh~ ggrr!

i miss being maahadian
siyes
i dont know y
it is not a good school
haha
jujur nye ak
tp at least ak dpt 9a utk pmr ok sbb bersekolah d c2..haha poyor~
but siyes
not really good laa..bes sket ayat ak ni..
but i noe it is going to be a good school..
otw..
but many people say it is a good school
hmm?? cmne tuh?
so it is a good school la kan..
ahh watever..
i miss being 13
i miss being 14
i miss being 15
that was the tym i called zaman kegemilangan
hmm
i miss being that stressless girl
gosh~~

fish aka ikan

salam

im at KTT

the lovely college..huhu

thinking bout the MPW presentation..uuhh..bout 1 malaysia..

dont know wat to do~

planned to go to klcc tomorrow..but im having a very dull and -ve mood rite now..

wani going home..who`s going to be our guide?? frust lol~

next week im going to sit for 1st exam at ktt..eventhough exam tu manje2 jer..tp this will indicate our performance here...so do pray for me..

start wiv physics and math on wednesday ( 9 sept), bio (11sept), chem (14 sept)..then hr rabu 16 sept, im back for raye!! heee =)

emmm kalo kite g mancing kan..tp kite niat bkn utk mkn or bela ikan tuh..i mean x mo pon senanye ikan tuh..nape nk g mancing gak?? really cant get it lol..because u noe..if we let the fish go, believe la..ikan tuh akan sgt sakit sbb kne mata kail tuh..sian ikan tuh kan~

haha mengarot!

update done

-n-

mismiza

mee bandong

salam

buke mi bandong sedap
no story bout it..just SEDAP

actually totally feel gloomy today
what`s strong miza~
huhu
dont know
i suppose not to be to rush
my bad
naaahhh~ too 'ask for more' attitude


confuse..

blank..

but the signs are there..but are they actually signs?

blank3~

hate!

i should feel hepi
but i shouldn`t..coz? coz no waranty 4 that

i get myself bz..wat to do..my along is mlepek mabok..1st child..wat u espect~

c~ just msg me saying how bored this nite without my 'giler'..meaning? dont know~





fb? lots frens ask me to remake it..ahhaa..plus, malaysian student at india also connect through it..emm nanti la wat..not now~




mismiza

repulsion

salam..

sila ketawe wahai kawan bilik ku dan jiran dan bla3..

korg!! korg tau x repulsion tu mende?

hmm..

repulsion tuh kan penolakan

need exmple?

sure..i can give lotsss~

• in physics, repulsion can be found in magnet..bile same pole..confirm ok..KOMPOM TOLAK..so kalo xnk repulsion berlaku, sile la satukan dgn pole yg berlainan..

• in chemistry...hydrogen bond tu hanye boleh jd bond bile dgn 3 atom SAHAJA..which are fluorine, oxygen and nitrogen..SELAIN DR ITU, DIE TOLAK! satu ag cth, antara electrons dlm atom, mereka sesame sndri akan menolak2 menjadikan saiz atom tu variety..

• in biology..enzyme anye akan react bile die jmpe dgn substrate yg same shape ngn active site..if x same...mmg x leh masok ah...reject totally..paham?? REJECT!!
  
• in math..ade x ek?? hmm kalo nk cr length of sector/segmen, die kne gne radian..bkn degree..kalo x, jwpan tu salah...jd mknenye degree tu ditolak..REPEL!

okeh now understand??? paham?? fahimti??

mkne nye sume repulsion mksdnye tolak, reject dan xnk la..

errggghhh~ agak tertekan dicni...

kompom kau, kau dan engkau x paham..hmm ak pon x paham knape ak~

nota yg berkaki itik ---> how much tears will produce till i finished my a level ere?? hmmm~

mismiza

rumah

wanna go home
siyesly
onesli
huhu

where you`re gone~

huh??
how3~
sume da ilang
kakeleyte
stepler bonda kale ijo
pen2
eraser
puncher pink cnteq org bagi
er?
ape mija nk bwk g ktt cmni?
tamo bli kakeleyte bru
abes 35 hengget ak t
mane die pegi
sape soh g menjait bwk kakeleyte mhal
poyor je bwk kakeleyte tuh g blaja jait..
eee~





mismiza

hr ujan tnde nye..??

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hwaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anga x yah bg moto!
mak x yah bg enpon!
x payah2!!!!!
adek tamo pgi!!



mismiza

tatkala mkn terong..kau mungkin bohong..

kenape??
kene??
begitu??
pula??

ko
kaco
ak
mknTERONGmasakKICAPnyum3
dgn
kejutan



......................silence........................

u`r selected
to
help

ye!!

saye
la
org
itu

kenape bnde ni jadi lagi
sjarah x leh ulang
pehal plak bnde sejibik jd balik
mkne nye bkn sjrh la

kang ak dpt lolipop lagi kang
di mane
lolipop itu
maseh
tersimpan
di peti ais
dan berusia 2 taun

...hee...
[tayang gigi oke!]

kenape pelu menjerat
saye x hebat
sbb saye rs besalah cpt..


nota yg berkaki -- apsal ak sjak2 kblakangan ni jd pakar bahse..ak bc pon mluat..haha



mismiza

basi pon takpe asalkan ianye dr kafe Palace oF the GOlden Horses..

mungkin..inilah sbenanye analogi kepada seseorg yg memegang prinsip "biar papa asalkan bergaye"
biar laa mkanan tu basi pon..jnji mknan tu dr kafe otel 5 bintang (eh2 terlampau tu..dr kafe secret recipe je cukop kot..secret recipe mhal gak kan?? haha ta kesa la)barula org pndang ak tggi..barulaa org kate ak ni ade style dan standard..kan??

ak tls ni bkn laa nk ckp pasal sape2..siyes..sape laa ak utk ngate or kritik sape2..walhal org tu lebeh tue dr ak...ala2 lebih masin isi prot nye dr aku sbb da byk garam ditelan..tp ustazah ct esah bilang..boleh ape ngumpat kalo utk pgjaran..lalala..saye x diajar ngn ajaran sesat kan..saye juge tidakla kurang ajar..saye rasela..eh2 salah kali petame..saye yakin itu! hehehe

nmpk die je..akan terpk..msti die ni bssnessman..well..he is a bssnessman since 10 years ago..but i`m wondering..bssness kebende mamat ni buat dr dlu..x de asel pon..asek tuka kete..eh salah kali ke 2..asek kete kne tarik je..asek pndah sane sini..ak x kesa kalo die tiade kene mengene ngn ak..tp MALANGNYA die ade kne mengene ngn ak..

x mo r tulis byk2..t telepas plak..haih aib kang ..x bek2 mija..ak cume kesian ngn future ank2 die...die pk x ek..ak rs famili members yg len pk lagi trok dr yg die pk..huh..appearence kne jage konon...gune kete mercedes merah terang ala2 sporty..kasot admiral..perfume mhl..tp is3 awak..secebis brg kemas pon x de...bj mase die ank dare pon still die pkai lagi..ish..

sliseh mlaikat 44 kalo dpt laki cmni..ko nk bgaye..lawakan ak ni dlu..hahaha..saye x mgaja anda2 mnjadi nusyuz oke..cume mmpertahankan hak..jika ta kasik is3 keje wpon selayaknye die keje sbb die graduate wlhal awak anye laa pemegang diploma..make penuhi laa pmntaannye..utk ape awak bgaye ngn brg2 mahal kalo poket awk kosong..

oke abes da entry ni..padahal mlambak lagi nk ckp..tamo2..t terlepas..gagaga...ingat laa yea wanita2 sklian..rase nye zaman skrg x pelu jd taat sangat..huhu

i`m whispering -- awak yg digunekan menande kan ak marah teramat oke..jgn ingat ak respect..

mismiza

".............."

2011
buletin utama cm biase..kabinet baru..bla3..saye x bminat mungkin kerana ketua nyer..dan mungkin kerana penjatuhan hukuman kepada sirul dan azilah..saye tau x fair..

...............

after perform my maghrib, i entered mak`s room..

"mak, x de mood" saye.
"x de mood, nape?? nk jln heh??" mak.mak mmg bgitu asek bawe sy bjalan.suke.
"x nk.xnk wat pape.nk nanges je.x tau la nape"saye.
"nanges la"mak.
"esok ptg ayah tusyen kan..kite wat kek nak?mlm ni kite bli bhn" mak.mak tau sy suke wat kek.
"nk jubah x? kale pepel.mak x muat la"mak
"huh??" saye bengong..
mak g amek bj tuh..err cntik nye..cm nk g dinner..huhu..saye sarong la~
muat.mgkin sy lebih slim dr mak.huh mungkin!

mungkin mak nmpk x kesah pade ketiadaanmood sy..tp mak sgt pndai menarik mood sy kembali..huuu~tp sy trus ngs dan ngs..PMS spt aten..grrr..kenape kah haku ini..at the moment, mule laa masalah digestion system sy happen again..mgkin kwn ostel akn tau..huh..dan mule laa bahu sy merase sgt saket spt bawe batu bate sberat 5 kilo...siyes~


mismiza